Baca blog semuasayangtissa.blogspot.com bikin gw sedih sekaligus merenung, apakah gw udah jadi kakak terbaik buat adik gw yang udah pergi duluan menghadap Tuhan? Mikirin itu, seketika gw nangis.
Ternyata quality time gw bersama Ntis ,adik gw, amat sangatlah kurang. Dimulai dari gw masuk SMP. Gw beda 2 tahun ama Ntis. Jadi pas gw kelas 1 SMP, Ntis masih kelas 5 SD. Pas kelas 1 SMP, gw masuk siang. Kalo pagi gw nggak ketemu Ntis karena dia sekolah pagi. Sebaliknya, siangnya gw yang pergi sekolah, dia ada di rumah. Sore pun nggak selalu bisa bareng-bareng karena gw biasanya les atau Ntis pergi main bola. Oh iya, Ntis suka banget sama bola. Cita-citanya aja jadi pemain Timnas. Saat gw kuliah, waktu sama dia makin berkurang. Gw bisa ketemu Ntis cuma saat gw lagi liburan di rumah. Itupun cuma pagi dan sore, karena siangnya dia sekolah sedangkan malem dia maen keluar.
Sekarang kalo inget Ntis gw cuma bisa nangis. Gw nyesel kenapa dulu nggak sering main sama dia dan telepon sekadar nanyain kabar dia. Gw kangen ledek-ledekan sama dia. Ngatain dia alay, atau sekadar ngeledekin tinggi badan gw yang lebih pendek dari dia. Gw juga inget pernah janji sama dia suatu saat nanti kalo gw udah sukses dan banyak duit, gw bakal ngebeliin dia motor Suzuki Satria, motor idamannya. Dan yang bikin gw makin sedih, di saa-saat terakhirnya gw nggak ada di sampingnya. Waktu itu gw masih disibukkan oleh kuliah & UAS.
Pertama kali Ntis masuk rumah sakit gw nggak tau. Gw tau Ntis masuk rumah sakit dari tante gw. Orangtua gw merahasiakan hal itu karena katanya takut bikin gw khawatir dan nggak konsentrasi sama kuliah. Pada saat orangtua gw tau Ntis kena Kanker Darah, gw cuma dikasih tau kalo Ntis kena gejala Kanker Darah. Gw nggak berpikiran macem-macem karena gw yakin Ntis masih bisa sembuh.
Namun Allah SWT berkehendak lain. Di pagi buta hari Minggu tanggal 22 Mei 2011, mama nelpon gw. Ngasih tau kalo adik gw satu-satunya itu udah duluan menghadap Sang Khalik. Dan di saat itu.. gw cuma bisa nangis. Disaat gw liat wajah Ntis untuk terakhir kalinya, ada kesejukan dan ketenangan disana. Insya Allah dia meninggal dalam keadaan khusnul khotimah.
Sekarang gw hanya bisa berdoa minta kepada Allah supaya dosa-dosanya Ntis diampuni Allah SWT, dia terhindar dari siksa kubur & siksa neraka dan juga semoga kami sekeluarga nanti dipertemukan lagi di syurga.
Teruntuk adikku tercinta, Sutrisna.
Berikanlah senyum terindahmu saat kita bertemu lagi nanti..
[Lyrics] Super Junior - Sunflower
Super Junior -해바라기 (Sunflower)
머리 좀 써 침착하게 단순하게 산뜻하게 Yeah
mori jom sseo chimchakhage dansunhage sanddeuthage Yeah
두 볼에는 촉촉한 Lotion 감각적인 Fashion 잡지모델 비슷하게
du boreneun chokchokhan Lotion kamgakjeogin Fashion japjimodel biseuthage
그녀가 사는 길 건너 골목 무작정 찾아가기 전에
geunyeoga saneun gil geonneo golmok mujakjeong chajagagi jeone
mori jom sseo chimchakhage dansunhage sanddeuthage Yeah
두 볼에는 촉촉한 Lotion 감각적인 Fashion 잡지모델 비슷하게
du boreneun chokchokhan Lotion kamgakjeogin Fashion japjimodel biseuthage
그녀가 사는 길 건너 골목 무작정 찾아가기 전에
geunyeoga saneun gil geonneo golmok mujakjeong chajagagi jeone
휘파람 불며 하나 둘 셋 (걸어가네) 난 오늘도 그녈 욕심 내
hwiparam bulmyeo hana dul set (georeogane) nan oneuldo geunyeol yokshim nae
사로잡는 법 아직 모르지만 (Yeah) 날마다 그녈 향한 내 맘 전하리
sarojamneun beop ajik moreujiman (Yeah~) nalmada geunyeol hyanghan nae mam jeonhari
난 그녀의 곁에 핀 해바라기 (해바라기 x2)
nan geunyeoui gyeote pin hebaragi (hebaragi x2)
콧노래 Hum (해바라기 x2)
kotnorae Hmm (hebaragi x2)
hwiparam bulmyeo hana dul set (georeogane) nan oneuldo geunyeol yokshim nae
사로잡는 법 아직 모르지만 (Yeah) 날마다 그녈 향한 내 맘 전하리
sarojamneun beop ajik moreujiman (Yeah~) nalmada geunyeol hyanghan nae mam jeonhari
난 그녀의 곁에 핀 해바라기 (해바라기 x2)
nan geunyeoui gyeote pin hebaragi (hebaragi x2)
콧노래 Hum (해바라기 x2)
kotnorae Hmm (hebaragi x2)
사랑이 싹트는 소리 그녀 오는 길 뿌려놓지 Yeah
sarangi ssakteuneun sori geunyeo oneun gil ppuryeonohji Yeah
나는 그녀 몰래 Ah! 물끄러미 보네
naneun geunyeo mollae Ah! molkkeuromi bone
여기까지 조금만 더 와 줘 나라는 사람 그 눈에 보여 질 수 있게 Yeah
yogikkaji jogeumman deo wa jwo naraneun saram geu nune boyeo jil su itke Yeah
sarangi ssakteuneun sori geunyeo oneun gil ppuryeonohji Yeah
나는 그녀 몰래 Ah! 물끄러미 보네
naneun geunyeo mollae Ah! molkkeuromi bone
여기까지 조금만 더 와 줘 나라는 사람 그 눈에 보여 질 수 있게 Yeah
yogikkaji jogeumman deo wa jwo naraneun saram geu nune boyeo jil su itke Yeah
그녀가 내려앉았네 (내려앉았네) 내 사랑의 종이 울렸네 (종이 울렸네)
geunyeoga naeryeo anjatne (naeryeo anjatne) nae sarangui jongi ullyeotne (jongi ullyeotne)
보고 또 봐도 너무 예쁜 사람 (그녀 품에 가는) 난 그녀 품에 가는 길을 찾으리 (Yeah)
bogo ddo bwado neomu yeppeun saram (geunyo pume ganeun) nan geunyeo pume ganeun gireul chajeuri (Yeah)
난 그녀가 가꿔준 (그녀 때문에 핀) 해바라기 (해바라기 x2)
nan geunyeoga gakkweojun (geunyeo ddaemune pin) hebaragi (hebaragix 2)
가슴이 설레 Hum (해바라기 x2)
gaseumi seolle Hmm (haebaragi x2)
geunyeoga naeryeo anjatne (naeryeo anjatne) nae sarangui jongi ullyeotne (jongi ullyeotne)
보고 또 봐도 너무 예쁜 사람 (그녀 품에 가는) 난 그녀 품에 가는 길을 찾으리 (Yeah)
bogo ddo bwado neomu yeppeun saram (geunyo pume ganeun) nan geunyeo pume ganeun gireul chajeuri (Yeah)
난 그녀가 가꿔준 (그녀 때문에 핀) 해바라기 (해바라기 x2)
nan geunyeoga gakkweojun (geunyeo ddaemune pin) hebaragi (hebaragix 2)
가슴이 설레 Hum (해바라기 x2)
gaseumi seolle Hmm (haebaragi x2)
나의 향긋함에 다가서도록 때론 달빛 속에 밤이 새도록
naui hyanggeut-hame dagaseodorok ddaeron dalbit soge bami saedorok
항상 나 여기 서 있어 그녀가 날 반기러 멈추도록
hangsang na yeogi seo isseo geunyeoga nal ban-gireo meomchudeorok
naui hyanggeut-hame dagaseodorok ddaeron dalbit soge bami saedorok
항상 나 여기 서 있어 그녀가 날 반기러 멈추도록
hangsang na yeogi seo isseo geunyeoga nal ban-gireo meomchudeorok
휘파람 불며 하나 둘 셋 (들키지 않게) 난 오늘도 그녈 욕심 내 (사로잡고 싶어)
hwiparam bulmyeo hana dul set (deulkiji anhke) nan oneuldo geunyeol yokshim nae (sarojabgo shipeo)
사로잡는 법 아직 모르지만 날마다 그녈 향한 내 맘 전하리 난 그녀의 곁에 핀 해바라기
sarojabneun beob ajik moreujiman nalmada geunyeol hyanghan nae mam jeonhari nan geunyeoui gyeote pin haebaragi
hwiparam bulmyeo hana dul set (deulkiji anhke) nan oneuldo geunyeol yokshim nae (sarojabgo shipeo)
사로잡는 법 아직 모르지만 날마다 그녈 향한 내 맘 전하리 난 그녀의 곁에 핀 해바라기
sarojabneun beob ajik moreujiman nalmada geunyeol hyanghan nae mam jeonhari nan geunyeoui gyeote pin haebaragi
그녀가 내려앉았네 내 사랑의 종이 울렸네
geunyeoga naeryeo anjatne nae sarangui jongi ullyeotne
보고 또 봐도 너무 예쁜 사람 난 그녀 품에 가는 길을 찾으리
bogo ddo bwado neomu yeppeun saram nan geunyeo pume ganeun gireul chajeuri
난 그녀가 가꿔준 해바라기 (해바라기 x2)
nan geunyeoga gakkweojun hebaragi (hebaragi x2)
geunyeoga naeryeo anjatne nae sarangui jongi ullyeotne
보고 또 봐도 너무 예쁜 사람 난 그녀 품에 가는 길을 찾으리
bogo ddo bwado neomu yeppeun saram nan geunyeo pume ganeun gireul chajeuri
난 그녀가 가꿔준 해바라기 (해바라기 x2)
nan geunyeoga gakkweojun hebaragi (hebaragi x2)
(해바라기 x2) 라라라라 Hum
(Haebaragi 2x) Lalalala ~Hmm~
ENGLISH TRANSLATION
Use your head- take it slow, make it simple and neat
Put on moisturizing lotion on my two cheeks
Have a good sense of fashion- just like a magazine model
Before I go to the street across where she lives
Put on moisturizing lotion on my two cheeks
Have a good sense of fashion- just like a magazine model
Before I go to the street across where she lives
*As I whistle one, two, three (I’m walking along)
Today, again, I long for her
I don’t know the way to completely get her yet
But I send my heart to her everyday
I am a sunflower bloomed next to her (sunflower x2)
As I hum along (sunflower x2)
Today, again, I long for her
I don’t know the way to completely get her yet
But I send my heart to her everyday
I am a sunflower bloomed next to her (sunflower x2)
As I hum along (sunflower x2)
I scatter the sound of love budding on the street she walks
Without her knowing ah! I secretly take a look at her
Come over where I am, just a little bit more
So that you can see what kind of person I am
Without her knowing ah! I secretly take a look at her
Come over where I am, just a little bit more
So that you can see what kind of person I am
**She has sat down (sat down)
My love bell has rang (bell has rang)
The more I look, she is so pretty
(The way to her embrace) I search for the way to her embrace
I am her sunflower (bloomed because of her) (sunflower x2)
My heart is nervously excited (sunflower x2)
My love bell has rang (bell has rang)
The more I look, she is so pretty
(The way to her embrace) I search for the way to her embrace
I am her sunflower (bloomed because of her) (sunflower x2)
My heart is nervously excited (sunflower x2)
In order for her to come toward me because of my scent
I sometimes stand in the moonlight, all night long
I stand here as always- so she can stop to greet me
I sometimes stand in the moonlight, all night long
I stand here as always- so she can stop to greet me
*As I whistle one, two, three (I’m walking along)
Today, again, I long for her
I don’t know the way to completely get her yet
But I send my heart to her everyday
I am a sunflower bloomed next to her (sunflower x2)
As I hum along (sunflower x2)
Today, again, I long for her
I don’t know the way to completely get her yet
But I send my heart to her everyday
I am a sunflower bloomed next to her (sunflower x2)
As I hum along (sunflower x2)
**She has sat down (sat down)
My love bell has rang (bell has rang)
The more I look, she is so pretty
(The way to her embrace) I search for the way to her embrace
I am her sunflower (bloomed because of her) (sunflower x2)
My heart is nervously excited (sunflower x2)
My love bell has rang (bell has rang)
The more I look, she is so pretty
(The way to her embrace) I search for the way to her embrace
I am her sunflower (bloomed because of her) (sunflower x2)
My heart is nervously excited (sunflower x2)
credit :
hangul : Mnet Music
translate: by pop!gasa || http://fayerielf.tumblr.com/
[Photos] Kang Minhyuk in Heartstring
hey you guys ^^
Bertemu lagi dengan saya di bulan ramadhan ini. Bulan dimana setiap umat muslim harus menunaikan ibadah puasa. Cobaan puasa terasa lebih berat karena bertepatan dengan musim kemarau yang bikin hari-hari puanass poolll!!
Kemaren iseng-iseng buka tumblr, dan ga sengaja gw ngeliat penampakan Kang Min Hyuk :p
ini dia penampakan terbarunya di drama series "Heartstring"
Gimanaaa?? ganteng kaaann... XDDD Nggak salah emang gw milih kecengan :p
Bertemu lagi dengan saya di bulan ramadhan ini. Bulan dimana setiap umat muslim harus menunaikan ibadah puasa. Cobaan puasa terasa lebih berat karena bertepatan dengan musim kemarau yang bikin hari-hari puanass poolll!!
Kemaren iseng-iseng buka tumblr, dan ga sengaja gw ngeliat penampakan Kang Min Hyuk :p
ini dia penampakan terbarunya di drama series "Heartstring"
Gimanaaa?? ganteng kaaann... XDDD Nggak salah emang gw milih kecengan :p
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